artemis

Jul. 29th, 2010 02:26 pm
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Signal boosting for Kyrene Ariadne:

I want to form a group devoted to Artemis for the benefit of supporting women (both cis and trans) who have undergone assault, abuse, and/or gender discrimination.

I’d like the group to do community work, fundraisers, that sort of thing. Fundraisers could include things like publishing hymns and stories about the goddess and donating the proceeds to a related charity of choice. I have publishing connections that can help us out in this arena and give us the capacity to be both in print and e-book.

This will not be about tiara-chasing, priest(ess)ing, feathers in your cap, or what-have-you. It’ll be about doing *work*.

If you’re interested, leave me a message here or email me at kyrene(at)gmail(dot)com. This group will be open to anyone regardless of where you fall on the pagan/Hellenismos/recon/
whatever line, I truly don’t care. The cause is what matters. The only thing I insist is that a safe space is supported for anyone who joins up, as they may be survivors themselves.
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There's been some interesting discussion in [livejournal.com profile] transgender about "A Game of You," which was a story in Neil Gaiman's Sandman series. (I'd link but it's a locked post.) You can read a synopsis of the plot at Wikipedia.

One of the major characters of this storyline is Wanda, a transsexual woman. Many of the folk in that community have, as do i, very mixed feelings about the way Wanda's place in the story was handled. Is it a sympathetic portrayal? An objectifying portrayal? Why is transgender even an element of the story at all? Was the purpose simply to make one of the characters quirky? Or is the intention to explore something deeper?

I'll start by saying that i do believe that Gaiman (and Grant Morrison, whose portrayal of Lord Fanny in The Invisibles i want to compare and contrast) does not seem to approach transgender as a metaphor or literary device (e.g. movies like "The Crying Game" or "Hedwig and the Angry Inch"). It doesn't "mean something," it is just a way some people are. He also does seem to understand that transgender is rooted primally in a transperson's experience. It is fundamentally an aspect of what it is like to be me; it does not come from culture or abstract gender conceptualization, although the way in which it manifests is shaped by those things. It is not a religion to which i converted; there was never a time in my life when i was not transgender. Gaiman seems to understand these things about Wanda.

I also want to say at the outset that authors are not required to do things that make us happy. I don't mean that in the sense of, was his portrayal tolerant or intolerant. I mean, sometimes an author may, if it suits his or her purpose on the way to making a bigger point, narratively affirm a concept or point which seems discordant.

And so it is during the part of the story when Thessaly, who turns out to be a witch who by hook and crook has kept herself alive for thousands of years, draws down the moon and creates a bridge into the dreamworld. Two other women who are present can cross; but not Wanda, because she was born male and has no menstrual blood to offer. A disembodied face Thessaly has nailed to the wall, who speaks with supernatural knowledge, affirms this and refers to Wanda as a man. Actually i found an excerpt of the dialogue between Wanda and the disembodied face:

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Reading Guy Gavriel Kay's Ysabel. I'm glad i'm reading this now, it's a Beltane story and i can use a few glimpses of spring to come. (Yes, technically it's here, but the continuing cold and crappy weather kind of belies what i think of as "spring.")

The theme, halfway into this book at least, seems to be encounters with the numinous, which is a worthy topic. I don't know if they are proof that we don't understand reality as well as we think we do, or hiccups in the process of consciousness, or what, but each of us can probably tell a tale or three of things which have happened in our lives which we can't explain, or moments where we have touched a greater awareness than we usually enjoy.

When i was young my moments had a very Christian feel to them. Around the time i was 13 they began to take on a much more Pagan and occult feel. This was not something i chose, it is just the nature of things which i've seen or dreamed and felt.

When Kay writes about these kinds of encounters his work takes on an unusually powerful aspect; it goes from good to gripping. Crispin's encounter with the bull spirit on the road to Sarantium; Alun ab Owyn's encounter with the fairies in Last Light of the Sun - these are among the most memorable moments in his books. These overtly pagan moments are set against the backdrop of the prevailing religion, Jadism - the equivalent of Christianity in his fictional universe - which he depicts as legalistic and spiritually devoid. Anyway it's exciting to see that he's given this type of encounter center-stage in one of his novels for a change.
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[personal profile] cowgrrl and i saw Deepak Chopra on Stephen Colbert last night.  I've not read anything by him, but damn, he sounds like a total hack.

I don't know which is more poisonous: belief in the literal truth of an inerrant scripture, or this new age belief that "reality is illusion."  Well, i'll stick with fundamentalism for now because it isn't new agists going out of their way to make my life more difficult.  But i've seen no small amount of talk in new age and pagan circles about how any difficulty, adversity, or illness -- including that intentionally inflicted by other people -- is our fault for not 'imagining' a more positive reality.  This rot has the potential to cause great harm.
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E-Sheep's famous Saturnalia tract (NSFW) is ten years old!

It's been a very dark fall... i'm very gladly welcoming the return of the light!

Two nights ago i dreamed of the Green Man... which i thought was very unsual, since i have not been overtly "pagan" in years. But it's not about what religion you are, or what you believe. Personally, i try to "believe" as little as possible. It's about having the bravery to seek awareness of the interconnectedness and interbeing of life. In a cannibalistic society like this, that's an act of bravery.
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An old essay of mine on the sacred-sexual aspects of transgenderism was re-published online in [livejournal.com profile] an_gadhar's journal, The Shadow Sacrament: a Journal of Sex and Spirituality. Not work-safe.
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To what extent might the neopagan movement be guilty of cultural appropriation?

I'm going to clean up a definition of cultural appropriation from this page: "Cultural appropriation occurs when members of a majority group (usually Whites or otherwise Eurocentric folks) mine a minority culture for the jewels of its heritage for their own pleasure or benefit while the voices of that culture remain silent or silenced." It is a tool of oppression which contributes to the silencing of an oppressed class by detaching its members from meaningful connection with their own heritage.

From this short essay:

[Rev. Danielle Di Bona, VP of the Diverse Revolutionary Unitarian Universalist Multicultural Ministries (DRUMM)] stressed that the context in which cultural symbols and practices are expressed is extremely meaningful. "The specificity [of their use] is so complete, that visiting Native Americans do not participate in another tribe's rituals, and to do so would be perceived as foolish. "I would not even practice the rituals of my own tribe, because I am not an elder or spiritual leader." If this is true of her own people, then the use of these things by others who share no cultural context is seen not only as particularly foolish and inappropriate.


In the United States, cultural appropriation can be a mixed blessing, because it might bring visibility or commerce to a subculture which would otherwise be invisible and/or shunned. Also, it is tempting to ask, if many of the people selling Native American items are themselves Native American, how are they being harmed? This illustrates how subtle the matter can be (but also reminds me of how some attempted to defend American slavery by arguing that white slave-traders bought slaves from members of African tribes which had enslaved others).

Clearly it is cultural appropriation to buy sacred items from someone else's religion to use them as decorations. But what if you are buying them as items to use in worship? It might get a little murky there, but you'd have to ask yourself, am I doing this in the context of a genuine connection to people in a living culture? Or am I worshipping goddess X because I liked what I read about her in a Llewellyn book?

Even murkier: is it cultural appropriation to reconstruct religions long dead? Or to read about other traditions and draw inspiration therefrom? Or to play musical instruments or wear fabrics from another culture, or eat at ethnic restaurants? (I'm leaning no on these, because they are not involved in the silencing of an oppressed class, and these have been aspects of international trade for milennia.)

At the heart of the issue is the motivation we experience -- a search for meaning and beauty, combined with the feeling among seekers that relevant aspects of dominant American culture are corrupt. For example, if an American feels that Christianity is corrupt or feels disconnected from it, where else might one turn for spiritual expression but the religions of other cultures? And where does one cross the line from "drawing inspiration" into cultural appropriation?

While writing this it dawned on me that several of my icons, including the one of Mohini which has been my default for some time, is probably an example of cultural appropriation. I have very specific reasons for feeling connected to the myth of Mohini, but she does not represent my heritage and it does not seem that I have earned the right to use her image.
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I explained why, in the last post, I refuse to participate in Christmas. I will, however, participate in pagan winter solstice celebrations. In that spirit, I submit the lyrics to what has been a favorite in my family for six or seven years: "Faunus the Roman Goat-God," sung to the tune of "Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer."

Not work safe. )

See also Mithras: the Reason for the Season! by [livejournal.com profile] alobar, inspired by [livejournal.com profile] lady_babalon (also not work safe)
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"Neo-paganism initially focused on heterosexual union because the roots of our reconstruction are based in fertility cults - fertility of the tribe and fertility of the crops. No gay witch is going to dispute the role of fertility. We all got here through reproduction. But a gay witch will recognize that everyone has male and female, god and goddess energy in themselves. All men have feminine energy. All women have masculine energy. GLBT folk have a different blend of these energies when compared to the traditional heterosexual roles. It makes them perfect for magical world, because they can access whatever current of energy that is needed."
Christopher Penczak, in this Beliefnet interview on his new book, Gay Witchcraft (emphasis added)

Do you agree or disagree with the part of this statement that I highlighted? This matches my own beliefs and experience, going back to when I was a practicing ceremonialist.

Expanding the idea beyond neopaganism or witchcraft -- it has long been my contention that being transgendered, and to a lesser extent being non-heterosexual, is a great spiritual blessing, no matter what one's beliefs are. There are difficulties associated with it, but these are far outweighed by the spiritual insights brought about by the perspective one has, and by the personal discoveries one must face, because of it. We are creatures of uncommon beauty.
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CUUPS resignation letter. )
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Here is the text of the pulpit essay I am reading tomorrow at church.

Perfect Love and Perfect Trust )
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Last night I led a short discussion about "banishings" for CUUPS. While a banishing could be anything as simple as knocking wood, lighting incense, ringing a bell, or strewing flower pedals around, the main focus was on use of banishings as a ritual tool.

This was good for me, though I have not been a ritualist for several years, to re-examine the basic format of ritual. As part of the class I had everyone design a banishing rooted in their own thoughts, ideas, beliefs, and tradition. Here is the one I composed, inspired somewhat by the Odes of Solomon.

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Sometimes it seems like ideas just come through you, instead of to you.

Was thinking about [livejournal.com profile] alobar's description of the game of Destiny, and his lament that there was not a large enough group of familiar people in New Orleans to have a viable game. I thought, "Well, we'll just have to bring them *back* here, then," and the following idea was born. Of course, it is now way beyond the game of Destiny, but I'm on a roll now.

Suppose a conclave were to be held, perhaps under the auspices of [livejournal.com profile] lady_babalon's Raven Clan. Suppose certain former (and future?) residents of New Orleans who now live in Massachusetts and Texas, and others, could be enticed to come here for an extended weekend.

Sketchier parts of the idea started to flesh themselves out while I was in the shower this morning. A possible location might be the clothing-optional campground in Slidell where the Wyldfyre festivals were held. As I understand it the owner of the place is pagan-friendly, though I'm not so sure about the management. (I know that three or four of you were directly involved with this -- do any of you care to speak on whether this is a viable option? I'm not about to call LC and ask.)

Since many of the friends who came to mind have an interest in BDSM it seems logical to acknowledge that in some way.

If we set it around Mabon, the preceeding weekend (Sept. 19-21) seems like a reasonable time to hold a campout in New Orleans. Another thought is Samhain, but I think the nights in Slidell are actually cool enough in late October to cause some of us to have hesitations about camping out then.

Thoughts?

EDIT: I would prefer to keep this as informal as possible. Nothing organized whatsoever -- perhaps a short itinerary of events -- but more or less just an agreed upon place and time.
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Thanks to everyone for well-wishes from my last post. I am doing much better. Generally I know how to handle migraines and keep them from progressing once they start to hit.

Went to the CUUPS Beltaine ritual last night. Despite all of the stress from last week, this was a good night... the ritual was one of the most beautiful I have ever seen, and waves of happiness started shooting up my spine and out through a grin that was plastered to my face through most of the evening. I would never have thought that such a good evening would come so soon after the angst of the previous two weeks. The change is welcome.
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Well, last night was to be the night that Dee and James announced their resignation as leaders of CUUPS.

They were talked out of it.

Many good words were said on the need to "heal rifts" and "build communities."

Some of the reasons for discord came out. Voices were a little raised, but sometimes that's how it has to be.

I'm waiting to see what happens before we judge it a success. We've had many good words before this, and still this happened.
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There's been something of an insurrection among several of the members of CUUPS. For me, this is the final straw; rather than choosing to talk to Dee and James and I as friends, they have allowed their resentment to build up, complaining amongst themselves, offering only criticism and vitriol.

I thought these people were my friends. That's what really hurts about this. Friends would never be so catty and ungrateful.

It doesn't matter to them that Dee has been routinely driven to tears from the stress of dealing with not only our "friends" in CUUPS but also the First Church board of trustees and staff, which (with the exception of the minister) have become markedly hostile to our presence. It doesn't matter that Dee is still recovering from illness and surgery almost two years ago. It doesn't matter that James is still mourning the loss of his mother.

Accusing Dee and James of being on a "power trip" is absolutely ludicrous. To be on a power trip there has to be "power" to trip on. There is no power; only stress. Given the chance to voice any objections they have, in person, during meetings, on the elist, they have remained sullenly silent, never giving us the opportunity to lead effectively. Instead of offering alternatives to something they didn't like, they have only torn things down.

I can't stand to watch any more of it.

If they think they can do better, more power to them. I wish them luck and long, happy lives.

I have been advising Dee and James for months to resign as coordinators. Their mental and physical health has been pushed almost to the breaking point by taking on the thankless task. I think now this last stab in the back has pushed them over the line into pure bitterness. They've been saying that they will announce their resignation Thursday, to which I replied I would kick them if they don't. Compassion demands it; I would be remiss as husband to Dee and friend to James if I did otherwise.
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New Moon rit, performed Tuesday night with CUUPS. Many of the ritual details are different from my usual working style (well, such as it was when I was an active ritualist), geared towards the language they are accustomed to.

The Priestess' portion of the guided meditation was written by Melissa Holder. The rest was me, taking some pretty obvious inspiration in many places. The simple feast portion is a modified form of the bread-and-honey dedication I performed during [livejournal.com profile] lady_babalon's ritual on Mardi Gras.

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