Looking back over the "my beliefs" tag, what I find is kind of interesting and sad all at once.
What makes me sad is all the bitterness, anger, and resentment I see there. I understand why I had it, but the blessingcurse of journaling is that you took time several years ago to articulate and share your thoughts. But I find a lot of muddiness there and disclarity, and dancing around what seems to be the obvious point to me. Or maybe I was just less aware back then and didn't realize I was dancing around the obvious, still mistaking the map for landscape.
I stopped posting here because I felt I'd said just about all of what I thought I needed to say, but I see now that this statement, while perhaps true a year or so ago, no longer applies.
What I find interesting is the relative silence about a class of views or ideas which has over time become the real centerpiece of what I believe and how I understand the cosmos. (Hint: whenever I use the word "cosmos" as opposed to the word "universe," I'm implying a view of the all-that's-manifest as a system rather than as a mere collection of stuff.)
The seminal post I made about this was written fully seven years ago:
Ruach as Holomovement: David Bohm, Neil Douglas-Klotz, Thay Hanh, Bucky Fuller, and others
I wrote a lot about the holomovement and interbeing in 2004 but have not mentioned this much since, and I realize that anyone who's followed my journal could reasonably have the impression that it was merely a passing fad in my religious exploration. On the contrary, I have remained since those days fundamentally a monist. God, consciousness, matter, all fundamentally one, though not necessarily in the "material reductionist" sense. In this view flows are more fundamental than matter, and each flow is a voice in the chorus of cosmos.
This notion of all as movement, God as verb, wind as breath as life, has been growing like a seed in my psyche ever since. I would now say it is the centerpiece of my spiritual views.
What makes me sad is all the bitterness, anger, and resentment I see there. I understand why I had it, but the blessingcurse of journaling is that you took time several years ago to articulate and share your thoughts. But I find a lot of muddiness there and disclarity, and dancing around what seems to be the obvious point to me. Or maybe I was just less aware back then and didn't realize I was dancing around the obvious, still mistaking the map for landscape.
I stopped posting here because I felt I'd said just about all of what I thought I needed to say, but I see now that this statement, while perhaps true a year or so ago, no longer applies.
What I find interesting is the relative silence about a class of views or ideas which has over time become the real centerpiece of what I believe and how I understand the cosmos. (Hint: whenever I use the word "cosmos" as opposed to the word "universe," I'm implying a view of the all-that's-manifest as a system rather than as a mere collection of stuff.)
The seminal post I made about this was written fully seven years ago:
Ruach as Holomovement: David Bohm, Neil Douglas-Klotz, Thay Hanh, Bucky Fuller, and others
I wrote a lot about the holomovement and interbeing in 2004 but have not mentioned this much since, and I realize that anyone who's followed my journal could reasonably have the impression that it was merely a passing fad in my religious exploration. On the contrary, I have remained since those days fundamentally a monist. God, consciousness, matter, all fundamentally one, though not necessarily in the "material reductionist" sense. In this view flows are more fundamental than matter, and each flow is a voice in the chorus of cosmos.
This notion of all as movement, God as verb, wind as breath as life, has been growing like a seed in my psyche ever since. I would now say it is the centerpiece of my spiritual views.